Saturday, July 21, 2007

Thinking of quitting

I never thought blogging could be this hard, especially when I decided my blog shouldn't be my diary, it should be an outlet for me to express my view... on anything.

But, after 180 entries in 413 days, which is equivalent to 1 entry in 2.23 days, I find it's next to impossible to meet my target of 1 entry in 2 days. The ratio has grown bigger and bigger especially in last April where I only had 6 entries. It could be worsen if I don't blog about Oregon Ducks basketball and football matches. Go Ducks!

The responsbility to carry on blogging has become heavier and heavier especially when I see more bloggers linking my blog to theirs. And knowing Dendam Perantau don't make life easier. Everytime we meet in YM or in his chatbox, he'd ask whether my blog has been updated or not. And there was once when he said publicly in the chatbox that he'll not update his blog only until my blog has been updated. What a cheap reason...

At times, I feel like quitting. I'll find other outlets, like graffitying, vandalizing, cursing at people or just kicking some ass in the office.

But, who cares? This is my blog, you like it or not or whether I update it or not, I just don't care. But quitting is not an option. Even when you think 'berat mata memandang', it's 'berat lagi bahu memikul' for me, I'll keep carry on ...



7 comments:

JoePerantau said...

Haaa....mula dah....mula dah... wakakakkakaka

Iced Nyior said...

"And there was once when he said publicly in the chatbox that he'll not update his blog only until my blog has been updated. What a cheap reason..."

yer betul! tak patut joe suh u update baru dier nak update..(batu api)

Alar deo, do like me, buat bodoh jek. Joe's bark is worst than his bite....**larrriiiiii**

deOughtred said...

joeperantau,
hahahah... you keep me going on laa, you give me strength and best of all unnecessary stress... hahahah...

iced nyior,
i dont think he bites either... hahahah tapi sebab kesian lah kan... muka pun muka seposen je.. bagi chance laaa... hehehehe

Cik Milah said...

Aku tak pernah rasa terpressure bila Joe dok suruh² update tu.. huhuhuhuhu

DeLinn

ibuVouge said...

tak la kan.. aku pun sama. tak pernah rasa pressure, ras cam joe take cares lagi, pada anak hayams dia

deOughtred said...

cik milah and ibivogue,
basa basi je entry aku tu... lagipun kesian laaa kat joeperantau, mungkin update blog je dapat menghiburkan hati dia.. wahahahah.... lain la korang hari2 gathering pun takpe..

zewt said...

1 entry per 2.23 days is ok la, not everyone can keep up with 1 post per day... and trust me... i am losing a lot of hair becos of it... wonder if it is worth it sometimes.

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