iamTired

I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of crying.
I’m tired of feeling empty inside.
I’m tired of feeling worthless.
I’m tired of feeling stuck.
I’m tired of feeling crazy.
I’m tired of being alone.
I’m tired of yelling.
I’m tired of pretending.
I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
I’m tired of missing things.
I’m tired of missing people.
I’m tired of remembering.
I’m tired of wishing I could start all over.
I’m tired of not being able to just let go.
I’m tired of faking it.
I’m tired of being different.
I’m tired of being angry.
I’m tired of needing help.
I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy.
Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.

- unknown

If I Die Before Tomorrow

by You Are Here Even Though You Are Gone

"If tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
if the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
so much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad;
I thought of all that we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home,
when God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day is the same way,
there's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true,
though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven,
and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand,
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart "

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Top 10 Rude Malaysian Habits

I can proudly say that under normal circumstances, I'm not part of this statistics... maybe I shouldn't be born a Malaysian.

Well, Malaysians, if you jumped to this article, too bad! And if you contribute to this statistics, good job! You deserved a mention!

Advantages Of Being A Woman

Why it's better to be a Woman!

1. Women got off the Titanic first. Nuff said!

2. Women get to flirt with men who operate a helpdesk or systems support and these gullible men always return their calls and do by the women’s bidding, with the women able to get away with it. And these gullible men are OVERLY nice to women when they destroy something of their’s by accident or on purpose, whereby they get a full refund or a brand new replacement.

3. Women's boyfriends clothes make them look freakin attractive & seductive. Guys look like complete idiots in women's clothes.

4. Women can be groupies. when Men are groupies they are stalkers.

5. Women can cry, put on a pitiful, sad 'puss-in-boots' face and get off speeding fines.

6. Women have never lusted after a cartoon character or the central male or female figure in a computer game.

7. Taxis readily and willingly stop for women.

8. Men expire earlier, so women get to cash in on the life insurance.

9. Women don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.



10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point).

11. Women can hug their friends without ever wondering if the other thinks if they're gay.

12. Women can hug their friends without ever wondering if THEY'RE gay.

13. New lipstick gives women a whole new lease on life.


14. It's very possible for women to live their whole lives without ever taking a group shower.

15. Many Women don't have to fart to amuse themselves (Ahem!).

16. If women forget to shave, no one has to know.

17. Women can congratulate their team-mates without ever touching their butt.

18. If women have a pimple, they know how to conceal it.

19. Women never have to reach down ever so often to make sure that their 'privates' are still dangling there.

20. If women are dumb, these women are easily forgiven as some people will find it cute.

21. Women don't have to memorize facts, figures or important information to fit in.

22. Women have the ability to dress themselves accordingly depending on ahem, the situation.

23. Women can talk to those of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.

24. If women marry someone 20 years younger, they're aware that they look like an idiot.

25. Women's friends won't think they're weird if they ask whether there's ahem, anything stuck in their teeth.

26. There are times when chocolate really can solve most of women's problems.

27. Women never regret piercing their ears and ahem, other parts of their anatomy.

28. Women can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.

29. Women know which glass was theirs by the lipstick mark.

30. Women have enough sense to realize that the easiest way to stop getting lost is to ask for directions.